Backfired??!!

I've been having trouble sleeping lately.. I told few people, they said it could be the bb is active so I keep waking up in the middle of the night. At first... the "wake up" call is around 3 - 4am.. then I can't go back to sleep. Then it changes pattern to 630am sharp for few days. Then, 5 somthing am.... then go back to sleep. Yesterday my beautician advised me to talk to the bb.. "Tell/Nego with the bb.. say mama wana sleep so ask to wake up abit later".

Hmm... no harm trying right?? haha.. so last night I gave it a try..

"BB ar... mama very tired. Please don't wake up middle of night har.... let mama sleep til 7am ok?"

Then I went to sleep... but I can't sleep.. toss n turn. Toss and turn. My plan BACKFIREDD>..end up.. I didn't really sleep well last night. Urghhhh! What next??

Tomato Fried Egg, Curry.. what next?

hehehe..been craving for this and that food. Tonight I'm gonna cook my own version of curry. Just now when I was buying some things from the grocery shop, I saw cashew nuts... struck me... I started to visualise it... mouth watering baked cashews... mmmm.... can't help it. But I can only wait til mom bakes them.. then only I could eat. haha.. I figure I could spend $ just to satisfy my food cravings.. gosh...then there's keropok. I haven't fry them yet..I want more and more and more.. muaahahhahahaa.. but still.. I gotta control my diet..lets hope I don't pile on lots of kgs during CNY. *fingers crossed*

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Been "fringing" lately. Last night I came across one episode which I couldn't understand. Agent Francis. I thought he was supposed to be dead in one of the episodes in Season 2. Last night he suddenly appeared in one episodes... I thought I was dreaming. Gosh.. what's wrong??! Anyway... maybe later they would have an explaination about his sudden appearance, I hope.

Oh my....

Having headache right now. It's Monday blues... the headache started yesterday. I didn't know why. Then it had to get worse while I was watching Avatar... damn... I thought it would get better this morning after a night's rest but it seems that it doesn't go away... helllppppppp. Also, since yesterday I started to have less appetite.Sigh! I'm getting slimmer each day. My son's art teacher commented I slimmed down very obviously. Ya.. I do noticed that.. my face shape change.. sharper at the chin and my arms... slim and slender(which I like) then..I'm 44kg the last time I weigh myself. I do hope I didn't loose some more... it's kinda torturing not being able to eat as you like. Only small portions at a time and gets hungry in short period... :(

headache.. please go away soon...for now I will try to rest more and listen to music.

I've been looking for Jacky Cheung's old songs. Suddenly feels sentimental haha... dunno why.. is it the hormones? Then I have cravings for "Lek Tau Suan", "Yew Cha Kueh", "Tau fu fah" & "Keropok". I know Chinese New Year is not here yet.. but I am so tempted to fry those keropoks and eat it all myself.. muahahahhahaha.. of course I can't do that.. due to health.. darn... It's too heaty and now I have this headache. Ugh!

Rise and Shine

It's 2010 already. Time flies... CNY coming soon and so is the yearly waiting period for "vitamins" hehee.....
As usual.. every year.. it's a mystery and unannouncement.

This year.. will be a different year for me. I hope to blog more haha.. if I can overcome my laziness. I got a surprise before I left KL, which made my KL trip quite tiring. But I do enjoy the KL trip in December. Lots of memories to cherish especially with QQ :)

He's definitely becoming more and more understanding. Not afraid to show his affections towards me (even in public!!).Even when I break the news to him that he's gonna be a big brother. He seems OK about it :) We'll see how it go when the time comes..

New Found Lurve

It's not lurve at first sight, no. After a few dates.. the feelings grew..
When I got to know you better... I found that you are a lot of fun.. how come I have never noticed how good you are before.. maybe you are far fetched?? I understand now that my lurve for you is true and sincere :)
The attraction is great.

I *heart*, I *heart*, I *heart*

Cool Move

"BUKIT KAYU HITAM: If you seldom travel abroad, you can now save on your passpart and pay RM100 instead of RM300 for the Alternative International Malaysian Passport.

From Oct 1, Malaysians can apply for the alternative passport which is valid for two years, announced Home Minister Datuk Seri Hishammuddin Tun Hussein.

Currently, a 32-page passport costs RM300 and a 64-page document RM600. Both are valid for five years." - taken from The Star


Woo HOOO... this is so so cool. I've been waiting for this moment like, I forgot how many years.. it seems like forever. Now, no need to pay so much for travelling abroad :) haha.. gives me even more motivation to plan my trips abroad :)

Gu Gu Ga Ga over designer bags

Why do women went gu gu ga ga over designer bags? To tell the truth, I have no idea. But I would really like to have one. Having one would mean, I would get the adrenaline rush.. well maybe few days or weeks? Then.. I would dream of the bag hahaa.... maybe... Really.. humor me. Been scouting around and mind u, it's really poison...
once "injected" kinda hard to get out...

I find this cool....


The more referrals I get, I might win the bag.. hmmm.. wishful thinking or continue day dreaming..
I think very very slim chances.. but then again.. i can blog about it all i want :P

The Wonders of Gift Vouchers

Humans in general are wanting to get more for the $$ they pay. So, I'm in that category I supposed.
Kick myself for not checking the free voucher thingy properly. OK.. usually during pre sales I get abit "dizzy" with the free RM vouchers thingy. This time around, the voucher goes like this. Every RM100 of Cosmetics & Fragrances Free RM10 Voucher. Every RM150 storewide spending another RM10. OK... so I spent a freaking RM448 and how much voucher should i get. U do the math.

Sigh! As story goes... I didn't calculate properly or somewhat confused as I used a RM50 gift voucher to get a RM50 off my total purchases and I'm not sure if using that gift voucher my total purchases is RM448 or RM398.
Cut story short. The department store staff.. calculate wrongly and gave me RM10 voucher short. Grrrrr....
One week later.. I went back to check with them at different branches.. I got this answer :- "I'm sorry. You should have come the day u purchase. We can't give u back the RM10 voucher now."
How do I know? I can't be shopping all day.. I'm not as free...Thinking of saving my breath.. all right. Lesson learnt. Always check and double check on the vouchers... Don't trust staff 100%. They make mistakes too!

Blamed myself for being so careless.. I felt duped and the thing is...that's the only department store that sells the cosmetic/skincare that I use.. the irony of it. Sheeshhhhh..

It vibrates... mind you

As usual. I was at the Lancome counter one day checking out their products... testing the Liquid Foundation and had a go with their latest mascara..Lancome Oscillation Mascara. The trick is the button at the wand.

Promoter : Just put in beneath your lashes and press the button.

Me : OK.

Eeeks...it really vibrates.. and the effects is... WOW ing... but the Price is also.. WOW.. RM120. First time experience that it gave such volume and long lash effect. 7000 oscillations per minute.. wow..I must get my hands on them one of these days...It really won my heart. Downside of it, when it's finished, had to be thrown away.. really a waste :(

Long time...

OMG! Can't believe it's been so long since I blogged. Oops.. it seems that I was too occupied that I swept it under the carpet somewhere.Revive! Revive! Hehehehee...

Well, I've been here n there.. facebooking, chasing TV Drama (ie. Fringe, can't wait for the next season), lazing around and now latest addition to my family... Milo the Chi hua hua... very cute.. but notty. Some eye candy :-

Bad Things Comes In Chains

Took the afternoon off from work to settle my tax thingy. Sigh!!!!!

First, my car "plop" into a big hole.. somehow didn't see there's a big hole at the side of the road.. my car got scratched... hu hu..but it's not obvious as it's the under side of the front bumper.

Next, took a number and waited at the Service Counter to check through my income tax. Now comes nightmare... waited and waited.. the queue seems to stay still. So, I figure, maybe I'll just go up to check on the e filing thingy and get my vouchers verified. Well, turns out.. I still need to go back to service counter to request to pay the tax by instalment. Asked the information counter, the lady who advised to pay the first instalment first at the payment counter which closes at 3:30pm. So DAMN early. By that time it was already 3 something. When I go to the Payment Counter, the lady mention I cannot make payment for first instalment. I need to get the Service Counter staff to printout the schedule for payment first... Urrgggggghhhhh..

So many versions. So, luckily when I went back to Service Counter my number stil in the running. The first time, my number had passed.F! When it's almost my turn, suddenly the staff at the service counter informed everyone that the system is DOWN. WTF?! RayMan was already cursing...sigh sigh sigh. Took leave for nothing.Can't even get things done. It was raining cats n dogs outside.. can't even go home. Sigh Sigh Sigh. What to do.. but sit quietly and wait for the rain to pass.

Really NOT satisfied that the system is really DOWN as indicated by the staff. As the rain slows, I noticed maybe I had hope. I went to ask a different staff at the counter. Man.. another version of advice came out. But at least this time.. I got to submit my letter. I only need to come back to pay the first payment. KNS!
The whole afternoon wasted at Inland Revenue. I was tired and dizzy going up and down different sections of the building and cannot get things done. This is the so called "efficiency". Grrrrrrrrr

You Have Been Warned

This is amusing... I didn't actually pay attention to it at first..

There was a CCTV nearby.. I had to pretend I was fiddling with my phone when I took this pic :P
It's a hilarious warning.. but it does explain very well.. don't you agree? LOL

Passion 2009

I have yet to meet her in person. Today's the launching in Kuching.
I can't help myself.. but surf for her info online.. wow..I love her new snarling looks.
Took my breath away at first look...

Neverending Story

I can see the pattern repeating itself year after year.. Dear God, how do I get out of this misery?? Help me... I don't know how? Sometimes.. I see there's hope and sometimes.. the hope has been taken away from me.

I know God can only help those who help themselves. BUT what if.. the kid doesn't want to grow up? Forever and ever in this situation? Everyday I pray and pray the kid will awake from his deep slumber but alas.. it's still the same. I figure that I couldn't do anything else but pray and hope. Sometimes I really loose hope already. Perhaps God will send someone to take me out of this misery? Sigh........

Tired of Waiting

The time has come.. where all the suspense of the B comes and goes. Alot of false alarms..The only thing I could do is wait till it appears..sigh!

GingerBread - Oink

I was really surprised when I pick QQ at school today.. he showed me this
QQ said it's an oink oink. He made gingerbread alien but it already end up in this tummy too bad huh....
This one's done by his teacher according to him.. hmmm...

Magic Water?

"You look different". I got these comments from people. Is it due to Magic Water?
I started using SKII Treatment Essence few days before CNY. I think it's working :P
Yay for SKII Treatment essence.

It is precious water as it is quite expensive hu hu :(

Feeling tropical?

It was a last minute decision that I joined the annual dinner. "Drag" into water by my "chee muis" to become usher hehehe.. It was a fun experience. I know that night I had my hair sprayed with lots of hairspray and it harden. I had to wash it twice to get the spray off :S

Some eye candies.. taken by some of my colleagues. I haven't have time to upload mine yet.. still in my digicam :P






more photos later...:D

Wheez.....

First of all Happy New Year 2009!! New year, new beginning. I think I'm still in 2008. At least my thoughts are. Time passed really fast.. I'm still coping with the beginning of 2009. Keep telling myself everyday.. now is 2009 not 2008 and Chinese New Year is coming in two weeks time. I listed out the things to do.. wow.. I thought there's nothing much to do... Now the time seems not enough. Sigh!

Then, it's time to dress up again. Annual Dinner theme = Tropical Night. Maybe I'll just follow half the dress code :P
After all it's not that strict ;) Don't want to ruin my evening by worrying too much on the dress code. The year started out busy, a lot of tasks to do at work and at home. Coping with QQ going to new school. I'm surprised that he's very excited to go to the new kindy. That minus one of my worries hehehe. Well, we'll see how this year goes.. More entries to come later. ta ta

Negative Vibes & Me

I've been getting some negative vibes lately.. I'm wondering what's wrong with me. Is it due to stress? Overwork? Think too much? Or the financial meltdown is getting to me. I feel that I'm loosing touch with friends or is it I'm thinking too much? Well.. I have no idea. It could be due to mild depression? Or it's year end and it had been raining almost everyday and it's getting to me? Giving me cold feet. Or it's the hormones? I know once in a while.. a girl will get some kind of depression due to the time of the month.. I tried not to think so much. I guess things must have been abit crazy lately with all the work and personal stuff coming at once.. maybe it's been hard for me to digest everything at once. I don't know. Sometimes.. I feel that I'm losing myself and I don't know who I am anymore. Am I really that kind of person? Maybe I need time to be alone to find myself? Hmmmm...due to that.. I did some damage to my "wallet". Maybe I wanted to cover the emptiness that I'm feeling or whatever it is bothering me.. :(